So, no matter what - keep working on growing your faith as best you can and while doing so, know that there will be additional rewards for us in heaven - those being the Crowns of Faith available. They are:
The Crown of Life is referred to in James 1:12 and Revelation 2:10; it is bestowed upon "those who persevere under trials." The Incorruptible Crown is referenced in 1 Corinthians 9:25.and is given to those individuals who embrace "self-denial and perseverance " in faith. The Crown of Righteousness is mentioned in 2 Timothy 4:8 and is promised to "those who love and anticipate" the Second Coming of Christ. The Crown of Glory is discussed in 1 Peter 5:2-4.and is granted to those who "shepherd others in faith with unselfish love and in being a good example to others." The Crown of Rejoicing is described in 1 Thessalonians 2:19 and Philippians 4:1, it is given to those who engage in spreading the good word about Christ beyond our church.
Thank you for consider the above and don't forget. Accepting Christ is our growing in faith actions. Serving Christ is our encouraging and sharing our faith with others. And Sacrificing for Christ is what we give up here on earth in our love for our Triune God and for others.